So, a few days later, I found myself on the phone with another friend. It was just sex my love. I was hungry to know more and afraid to know more.
My perfect life was over. I thought about my previous girlfriends—who were all probably subs to some degree—mentally reviewing all the things they may have been trying to communicate to me about their desires.
Her eyes grew big and panic flared behind them. She gasped and her hand came up to her mouth, tears formed in her eyes.
I had given her vague permissions. Her words were killing me but she did not dare keep another secret.
It simply made me more aware of who I was as a lover.
Like searching through several threads in the dark, I sensed and discarded until I fell upon the right trail and then I ran it to ground. Every system I had shut down.
Adult Kerry Marie Mellie D
Big Booty Chyna Red